Gone~~

ya~~ a stupid girl spend rm48, skip 2 days class, travel from kl to jb, to take care the few days refused eating de damn dog..... then~ on the day she bck~ the dog died.
She make a promise with the dog " muz wait her bck, muz get well b4 she bck"
wat can she said? oni can say the idiot dog dunno wat is a promise.
haiz~~~ the dog juz pass its 11 yrs old bday~ (if she not wrong)
she manage to c it b4 bury.....
she noe the dog is peaceful and without pain while its pass away.... then tats is enuff......
Life goes on....
doggy, thx for accompany me 11 yrs.

学习

学习什么？
我要学会割舍， 学会放弃， 学会不计较， 学会大方。
为什么要学？
为了让自己活得开心点。
为了让自己别在死心眼。
哈哈。。。 我啊。。。 难咯。。。
超介意的咯！！ 不想说明。。。
就这样啦， 不说了。。。

do u feel it too?

最近， 天灾就有两宗， 缅甸风灾， 四川地震。 同样夺取上万人的性命。 对地震比较有印象， 因为看到新闻报道， 看着灾民受困灾区， 看着报道说明那建筑物本是一所学校， 说困的多是中一，中二生。随着时间流逝， 抬出来的是一具又一具的尸体， 看到遗体而哭天抢地的父母，如此悲烈， 而且中国的政策下， 那是家庭中唯一的孩子。一场无预紧的天灾， 夺取了他们的唯一宝贝， 要他们如何面对？

今天看到报道， 一个灾区指挥官说了如此伤感的话：“我连我母亲也顾不上救了， 快救学生。” 他宁愿让自己这一辈子内疚， 自责。 为的就是救那些拥有明天的人。 （母亲已近八十几的高龄了）

身在无天灾的国家的我们， 你作何感想？

突然又想到陈奕讯的月黑风高， “下一代 我们再我们再唉声叹气
在沼泽里无能为力 想不到为什么会在这里，又想去那里。。。”

有时真的觉得自己连悲观的权利也没有， 和那一些连生存都是需要努力， 坚持， 等待他人的帮忙。 我们如何允许自己自爱自怜？？

倒塌的医院， 最需要帮手的地方， 都是生命啊， 刚出生的婴儿， 伤者， 看了真的不忍。

那些养尊处优的，总会为了些小事而生气， 懊恼， 不能谅解他人， 为自己找借口， 为自己的错误， 为自己的缺点怪罪其他人， 暗中伤害他人的人。

去看一看那些等待救援的人， 那些失去亲人的人， 那些步行到灾区给于帮助的人， 那些空降到灾区的士兵！ 思考一下， 你的人生， 有什么事， 你有什么资格悲观？ 你有什么理由生气？你凭什么？

我们应该庆幸， 珍惜拥有的， 除此之外， 想一想， 别再以自己为中心， 别总认为自己是对的， 听取他人的意见， 在你还有别人的意见可听时。 在你不是为生存而挣扎中， 在你还拥有时。。。

Mix~~~

1st: My Blog update!!

yaya~ update now~ although i really no idea yet~haha~~~
due to the stress give by mon petit~ i muz update my blog~ haha~~
she suggest me write my love story~~ but rejected by me~ coz i no love story to tell u all~
( but i can always create 1 for u all, if u all have the interest.....)
so she suggest me write my opinion in life~ but i dunno wat i recently create the opinion~ so cant also~
then she said write ur working life lo~ erm~ but due to "p & c" of the company~ n my lazyness~
i rejected oso~~~
so? wat i will write?? haha~~~
u continue view my blog lo~~~~ then u figure out wat i thk, wat i say lo~

2nd My View
MONEY
i'm a girl that will be very happy bcoz brought a very cheap jacket~ (RM7.9 if i not mistake).
i'm a girl that willing to spend money to treat my frenz pizza~~~ ( but they insist payback~ the person give me $$ still kena my hot temper, so sorry~~~)
i'm a girl that will scold the pontianak sch rampas my sch fee~~ (RM4672 next sem)
i'm a girl that will keep calculate my OT claim reach how many~
i'm a girl that will write down my everyday expenses~~
my money view is~ "i dun care how much it spend, but i do care how much it worth".....

ATTITUDE
I'm used to be a hot temper ppl, easy get angry if u break my rules.
BUT now~ is rare i will angry ppl......
i'm not a patient ppl~ but now~ everyone feel strange how ca i still remain calm.....
i'm used to be a serious ppl, now still the same~
serious~ serious in work~ force myself finish task ASAP, even ot ( of coz i like ot, got pay de ley~~), rare u can c me snake in office~
serious in studies, (i really hope can get 1st or 2nd upper in degree)
serious in life ( everyday shd live happily to not regret sumthgs)
serious in love....... never have bf.... ( all rite, i admit lah!! is nobody wan me la!) sien....

LIFE
my philosophy~
~~"do everything u thk is rite, care everyone u thk is worth"
~~thk b4 u do anythgs, do the thgs u mind regret in future, dun regret after u do.
~~if u regret, juz thk again wat is the best way~ then adjust n do again.....
~~keep telling others ur sadness wont help u get off of sadness. but do help u in confirm u already get off......
~~ wen ppl doing sumthing that u unable to accept, dun judge them but do thk from their side b4 u get mad...... coz everyone hv diff. opinion, is not all ppl same wif u~
~~ wen ppl purposely annoying u~ juz ignore them~~ coz the level is dif bet. u n them~~~

haha~~ tats wat i recently doing, thking la~~ really no idea 4 blog lo~ but yet still so many things to write~ haha~~~ i always try to be the nice person, but not everyone thk i'm nice~ haha~~
weird~ i like the thgs might be totaly diff~ juz like i like arvil lagvine but i like MLTR......
contrast gua~~ juz as i said b4~ "dun even said u noe me too well, dun judge me by ur ruler b4 u really understand me~~ "