解决方案

每个人遇到问题时看法和解决方法都不一样， 每个人注重的也不一样。
不祈求每个人都明白， 但希望事情都圆满。不想多说， 说多错多。
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2.00A.M.

我就是那个不会主动公开的人， 为什么沉默？

因为我深深明白这种开口的无奈，
我也知道对方没交代清楚是他的错，
难道没有任何我一样觉得对方种种理由已经告诉你他有多难堪了吗？
如果不是万不得已， 为什么不让他解决他的事先呢？

对， 要一个明确的交代是正确的。
要一个可以兑现的承诺并没有错。
但是， 不能温和一点吗？

当然， 你有你的看法， 我有我的观点。

刚在面子书问了一题， 一句老提醒着我的对白。。。

《风云1》中， 聂凤正要随步惊云进剑窋捉雄霸的时候， 那个和尚跟他说了什么？

答案是：那和尚说了：“凡是太尽，缘分势必早尽。。。”

凡事留有余地， 这就是很多故事， 很多立志的畅销书写道的“不要为自己树立敌人”， 的方法之一。

事情都到这样了， 我只是写出我的想法，
当然可以不认同我的想法，我只希望结果是圆满的。

绩效。。。

成绩又出了， 惯例， 我又来写感想了。。。
除了下决心再拼过， 我并没有任何负面的想法。。。
傻了吧， 明明是不可能的任务， 还硬要告诉自己我做得到。。。
根据吸引力大法， 我应该做得到的。。。
哈哈。。。

如果过度乐观是一种病， 那么。。。 我已经病入膏肓了。。。

忙里偷闲~~

刚做完一个assignment~ 不想做另一个功课， 明天又有课。。。
多一下就去睡了， 前两晚都早上四点才睡。。。 其实不用熬夜的， 只是很难专心的做， 一直玩面子书的游戏。。。 所以搞到这样。。。

还有一个tutorial, 2 个assignment， 1 个fyp...
烦！
很想就这样去做上班女郎算了！ 读书真辛苦！

分享一个我喜爱的歌， 突然间想起这首歌~ Say Forever~



~氣氛太美　離你太遠　有太多的幻覺~

My Very 1st time Bday celebration ^^

19th Sept 2008, the last semester exam paper -PP1, haiz~ the day b4 exam, i juz go study group until 3/4am forgot d, then sleep within 3 hrs, force myself wake up go for exam d~ u can guess my look sure very very old n not enough sleep...
then, 12noon, finish exam. As a traditional, QS gang have the semester break lunch/dinner togather, tiz time is in KFC... while reach there, i saw tiam poh holding a cake, hoho, by guessing is celebrate for the Sept Bday ppl, (oni one ppl in sept -calvin)
after eating, they said start Bday celebration, haha~ Sept n Oct together ( means chien yee, ah phut n me) quite shock, coz i tot oni 4 sept~ n a bit tired, not much feeling on it. as the 1st time really really all celebrate my bday, im really happy, n a bit blur~ juz feel they keep on kidding me... haiz~ really cant understand y they feel im the "Ho Ma" of the hongkong drama (Moonlight).
haha~ keep on take photo, play fool~~ tiz time got a video too~weileong show his talent again.. later show u all~
Really happy, but my photo not so pretty ley~ the face looks tired~ Cry~~
1st time i cut my own bday cake, but dunno is no skill or the cake problem, after i cut into pieces, really ugly~ haha~ then ask chien yee help lo~ haha~~~



Once again~ TQ everybody~ you guys make my life perfect~

weileong talent show~~ haha~~~

Steamboat festa'08

hoho~ annother dinner gathering in my hs~ steamboat~ due to the cold weather~ n im too bored, so i put my msn personal msg "DIY steamboat ley" on monday~ then a few ppl, same wif me, too bored de~ suggest hving tiz festa on the 2nd day~
at 5pm~ they go jusco buy those things~
then i at my hs, preparing the Tom Yam soup~ special put serai n bawang n cili padi~ hoho~
but the serai too hard, n hui fen (roomate) talking to me, so din concentrate, then cut my finger, lucky is juz the top layer of skin... very shame to tell u all~ as a st john lans coparate, i already forgot wat shd i do~ i juz straight scream "arr... cham, izzit i need to put my finger under water pipe?" and pressing my finger to avoid the blood coming out~ hoho~
then hui fen go take a clean tissue for me, i ask her give me a plaster too~ then straight i wrap it dry, then plaster it, continue my cutting work~
lucky no blood~ hoho~ so careless de~~~
then about 6.45pm, they coming d~ ah tao, amy, tiam poh, sit min n keaven~ in front my hs~ wif handful of foods~ hoho~
then i juz give them knife n those, they start the work of preparation lo~
me ar~ bz wif open door, give plate, give mangkuk~ those lo~ hoho~
then calvin n boon chen reach my hs, haha~ pity tiz two, juz straight kena i halau balik~~~ no la, to take knife~~~ bkiat oso received my phone "bring knife, bring knife" i wonder if passed by heard it, dunno how they think~ haha~~~
those guys juz cant wait d~ keep make noise~ aiyAh~ then after all~ we sit down n start the task put all foods into the pot~ we prepare 2 pot, 1 is tom yam~ 1 is chicken de~ haha~ i oni do tom yam soup early~ then the chicken de~ is depending on maggi cube~ haha~ putting 2 cubes in, still no taste~ sum said put 1 more, but rejected by me, "not healthy" all ppl start scolding "all tiz which 1 is healthy food wor?" haha~ right also~ hot dog, fish ball, tom yam~ haha~~
Nine ppl start nonsense while waiting the food done~
obviously, all ppl prefer tom yam pot~ hoho~ but the chicken 1, faster boil~ while all taking that 1, me start curi makan at tom yam pot d~ hoho~~
Tom Yam~~ hohoho~

dunno do how many time the same sequence (take, grab, put, close) d~ we start feel full d~ haha~ they said im eating less, actually is pretending oni~ wan give them illusion that im eating lesser, try to keep fit d~ to gain better market value la~ haha~
then start cleaning up~ so nice they so helpful will help me clean up~ gd~ then can consider do 1 more time at my hs lo~ hoho~
at 10pm~ seems all is full n tired d~ after cleaning, i let all ppl go bck lo~~ hoho~ every1 get a little gift, tat is the left vegetables n fillet~ haha~
happy ending~~~~
after they go bck~ i mop again the floor then cleaning up the rest, then wash clothes, shower~
wen i take out my plaster, my skin which keep touching water become white d~ then maybe too stress the finger, the blood coming out tiz time... sien~~ not scared as 1st time la~ juz leave it~ as it is not deep cut~ hoho~ now, without plaster, i still use my finger type tiz blog~ haha~~~
so consider ok lo~ gdgd~~ small wound oni~ not to worry~

Assignment~~~

can c the 4 person shadow on the glass?? ^^

Advanced Construction Technology Assignment is to design the roofing system n cladding system, i was so so lucky to join tiz group~ our group member are: Smudge, Boonchen, Calvin, wen chee n myself~~
all ppl noe that calvin is expert in autocadd, for sure we throw all the drawing to him~ haha~ i told him, due to effectiveness n efficiency~ so he got no choice lo~ then we not worry on the drawing lo~~ haha~ poor boon chen n smudge injured juz b4 we wan go to case study at ikano~ lucky now consider ok d~ wenchee is the one always get bully by the 3 guys la~ always ask her treat them pizza~ after assignment upgrade d~ wan go fish market liao lo~ really really bad~~~ haha~~~ but if can i wan also ley~ i never eat there b4 wor~ hehe
tiz is the 2nd assignment i got chance go out, go to the place i din went b4~
haha~ last time BSE2, go to seremban take photo, tiz time manage go ikano n KL Sentral~
Juz the day we wan go ikano, then bchen accident, so cant go lo~ as bkiat injured the day b4 going also~ but we at the end still manage to go~ haha~ coz i never been there mah~ so i force the 2 still consider healhty de guys go~ haha

we go there to study the Cineplex, wan c wheres the column those things lo~
keep walking n photographing~ haha~~~ then go in ikea~ as calvin so so wish to "旧地重游", ceh... Smudge din eat whole day, he so struggle to find a cheap n nice food at there, in the end, until 6pm juz got chance eat the ikea cafeteria meatball~ but i cant eat meat, so i choose salmon which is more expensive, haiz~ the taste is like tuna in a big piece lo~ haha~~~ but is very full lo, bcoz it got 2 potato wif the big piece tuna~ haha~~~

then we manage to get in the shuttle bus at 6.30pm, which dunno wat reason so many ppl in the bus, not even a place for stand lo~ i muz hold tight in case not pushing other wen turning corner~ haiz~~~

tiz is the timetable of the shuttle bus~ if wan save the taxi fee~ u shd rmb it~ ^^

then do those hard work lo~ search info, search picture, search company~ haiz~~ pity la~ then do discussion~ then bully wen chee (not me, of coz ^^)~~ then go yam cha at midnite~ wat a relax life~~

we go KL sentral, wen we make the decision on the roof n cladding d~~ so we go c the actual structure looks like wat~~ haha~~~ the "diabetes patient", suffer in his pain n still insist go wif us, so touching~~ i hope u get well faster then we r not so worry lo~~ haha~~~
when u be there, do u even notice the structure of the building?

Tiz assignment is the most i worry, lucky the group is very cooperate~ haha~ n able to hv fun wen we in struggles~ haha~~~ so much joke n nossense, n card gaming~~ but go thru those things, we manage to get different idea, opinion n nossense~~ haha~~~
lucky boon chen hand no injury~ he sketch by pencil, the building shd be like wat~ he very talent in sketch~ 5ppl, 2 already expert in drw, then 3 of us, without Art in blood cells~ nth can help lo~ lucky i still consider gd in writing~ so the letter i did myself~ with a lot BOMB wording~ haha~~ happy wif it~ then the day b4 due, which i thk i can do the report by my own~ but dunno y start blur n blank~ so i force smudge n wen chee help me doing the report~ tat day i dunno y so siao ei~ keep laugh~ until no sound~ wen we really done all things already 3am morning lo~ then the boss suddenly got mood wor~ wan treat us drink~ haha~ of coz we go yam cha la~ although we cant open the eyes d~~ haha~~~ at the due date, in lecture, the lecturer scolding the class, bring a lot trouble to him~ haiz~~~ i very worry on the assignment lo~ im so blur~ very scare doing serious mistake~ haiz~

But, i still hope this assignment can score, since we put so much effort in tiz, i wan to apologize bcoz wen i doing tiz assignment i dunno y im keep blur, sometime i so clear wif wat i need to do, but sometime i juz blur n so stupid~~ Sorry~~ ok, i promise, if 1 of ur guys c tiz blog, u can come asking me for a treat, i thk i treat Mcd or old town la~~ (i believe u guys wont c tiz blog) others plz dun tell them~ hehe~~) contract valid: 1 month oni~~ hehe~~~
okay~ updated next time, my uni life~~ ^^

大笑三声的回忆

突然发觉第一次用华语写这个的部落格， 哈哈。。。 还是没差别啊， 最近啊， 过得不错啊。
跟那班疯子闹， 心情满开朗的， 看完“原来我不帅”， 笑翻了。。。 小庄努力为自己制造能大笑三声的回忆。 我也有吧？ 哈哈。。。。
还有很多照片。。。。 哈哈~~~
读书嘛。。。 希望能帮他们考好好， 也希望我自己考更好， 哈哈~~ “人不为己，天诛地灭！” 哈哈。。。。。
一定要提一提， 上次没通知好pelangian我回kl 的时间， 害他们白跑一趟， 真的真的很过意不去。。。。 对不起啦。。。。
这次我回来多几天啊！ 哈哈。。。。
没灵感， 不写了。。。

Me again~~~

rainning outside~
so come in computer lab gain back so $$ hehe~~~
no la~ juz wan tell everyone~ i already 1 month din bck home~ i miz home now~
home sick~~ seriously~ so very emotional~ i thk~~~ i can cry anytime, anywhere wif my feel now.
about my genting trip~ haha~ extra fun~ 1st time get drunk!! n worst is juz drink oni 3 to 4 cup~~ haha~~~ they all sick gamblers~ haha~~ spend so much inside casino~~ and even in hotel room still gambling by using liquor~~~
a lot pic, actually~ next time la~ din save in my pendrive.
actually i living happy rite now, true~ with no thought to those unhappy things, wif a lot of nice frenz~ wif a lot of presentation~
who will believe that a person which be MC, pembahasan, syarahan, ucapan~ yet always get nervous on every presentation?? haha~~~ haiz~~~ but tiz is fate la~ by lucky draw, even worst trick my group member d yet still get the "chance of presentation"~~~
n i enjoy my uni life. always go red box, green box, anywhere as long as we plan~ haha~~~
part of the reason that i think my singing getting better~ hehe~~~
muz mention~ thx jean, evol n mon petit always come view my blog~~~ very sorry i no time view urs 1 by 1~~ hehe~~ next time la~ n~ hey~ i thk i can bck next week or next next week~ 5 me go kai kai on saturday ok?? haha~~~

have fun~~

ya~ me again~ in pc lab~ haiz~ thursday muz summit assignment~ today later go genting!~ haha~ not yet rest enuff since last last week go pai en UM hostel having fun with yam cha with a gang bio scientis and then last week go seremban for assignment photo shooting~ then today go genting play wor~~~ haha~~~ but weird~ mummy allow~~

die die la~~~ so much activity!~ really crazy gang~~ haha~~~
but hope will be extraordinary fun la tiz trip~~~ haha~~~

HAVE FUN~
due to assignment again~ end blog here~ hehe~~

Did i? shd i?

erm~ many thinking appear recently, but din wrote down so forget already~~
haha~~~ juz let me tell u wat my view~~~
in dec 2006, my colluegue tell me that girl who go KL study will change slightly or a lot~ ( do u understand wat change he meant? u noe la~~ hehe~~)
i ask y, but i forgot wat he said~ i still remember wat i thinking tat time~
i told myself, i dun thk i will change~ reason?? erm~ self confidence~~ in tat time~

jan 2007, i go kl, setapak UTAR, persue my degree~ Quatity surveying~
at tat time i dun even noe wat is tat course about, haha~~~ coz is not my 1st choice~ but believe in fate~ so i carry on~ wif my "close fren" haha~~ since form 1 noeing her till now, form 2 start sit beside me, do u think "close" enuff?? ya~ she really my gd fren, n my roomate lo~
the day wif our family~ take the red bus, lrt, taxi, reach the condo "melati utama", tat time is my 3rd time go kl~ so brave~ oni noe TBR n MU, wangsa n genting klang langsung tak denger b4~~
haha~~~
1st nite~ the lousy digi line hv no connection~ 2 little poor girl~ oni thing to do is chating over nite~ haiz~~~ so bored~ i din cry at all~ but i thk she cry at nite, cover with blanket~
wat on my mind tat time? i juz dun thk n keep try as fast to get along wif my new place, new begins... so, can say i'm brave girl n strong mind~ i think i doing quite good~
1st day in utar~ try to make new frenz~ try to get our timetable, juz new for us.
1st sem in utar~ 2 girl wif no entertaiment, oni things to do is chating overnite... analize our new fren character, our studies, our family~ i sharing every information i noe.

" something is not suitable to tell u" BOOM~~ haha~ i muz say tiz sentence i will remember quite a long time~ not bcoz i angry~ is bcoz this sentence let me noe that my character is not so trustable~ quite sad actually~
dear all frenz~ if u not believe me, then dun tell me ur secret~ most of the time i will tell to annother frenz~ is true~ i admit~ not bcoz me is sampat~ is bcoz i not pandai in keeping secret~ but if u added "tiz is secret" then i wont say~
i'm a silly girl~ is true~ i ez trust ppl which i consider is my gd frenz~ ez get hurt bcoz backstab by "frenz"~ ez let ppl noe wat in my mind~ quite stupid really~
1st sem~ my result is not gd~ 2.74~ i also dunno y? juz dun hv a special "ability" call "lucky", quite hurt~ i cant accept it, bcoz i really thk i can do it better~ haha~ is bcoz of something i too care, tats y my result will become tiz~
1st sem~ gain new frenship~ can i trust them? y not? juz be frenz~ haha~~ remember the wednesday gathering in green box~ eating in pizza hut~ happy valentine wif them~ haha~ i remember tat nite i tell ah kit "hope my next yr valentine is not wif u" haha~ hey~ i really not mean i can get a lover, is i mean he can get a lover, now he really did, also steal away my accompany~ walao ei~~ next time i dun wan say anything liao~ so "zhun" lo~ haha~~~
sunway trip~ wif tatoo gang~ i remember i terkejut by ah tao~ bcoz his stupid hand makes me carry rm500 to petaling street~ my buddha~ i really cried out lo~ ( for ur information, i never carry so much money b4, n worst go petaling street fomous in kes curi n ragut) n then later i heard my gang frenz all also kena terkejut by me~ scared me really cry lo~ haha~~~ sorry sorry~ tiz is me la~

2nd sem~ tough sem for me~ cry a lot~ but oso gain few frenz which i really can trust n reliable~
nobody believe me cry n get hurt by other~ but once u really noe me~ u will noe i'm not so tough n can hold my tears, i juz a girl~ a girl who need frenz support wen i was down~
2nd sem~ still go sing k wif crazy qs gang~ now my singing is consider ok lo~ haha~~~ love sing k~ u noe~ really like~
2nd sem~ wif the mindset fight for 3.0, my result really quite gd~ 3.12~~ u noe, i really really happy wif tiz b4 i noe 3 coursemate score 3.6 above~~ sien~~ r they really human?? y they can score so high? haiz~~~the time i noe my result~ the joy i tried to share wif all the person i care~ but in chinese idiom " a pot cold water" somebody juz simply "yaya, so, Mm, good lo~" then tat time i shd noe, not all ppl will share my joy as their joy too~ i shd noe~ not all ppl wan u share ur joy wif them~ i shd noe, not all ppl care u as u care them....

holiday, i shd said is annother learning chance 4 me~ wif ppl already success in their life, i learn a lot~ by the working environment i learn upgrade my eq is 1st criteria i muz hv to hv the chance of success~
holiday, i gain bck a frenship tat i abort 4 yrs d~ actually~ if u ask me y? y we quarrel tat time? y i wan tiz frenship bck? i can oni say is bcoz my childish, i dun treat mon petit as fren anymore that time. y i wan tiz frenship? bcoz i finally understand the taste being ignore by someone~
i dun wan i regret in life~ tat time i said, NO, bcoz i believe i wont regret, now i said YES, bcoz i believe i will regret~~ haha~~~

my 1st yr pass d~ do u thk i change? for sure will change la~ haha~~ my mind also change~ my thinking also difference~ do i become bad?? erm, i will said the same, no~ i'm not tat kind children where parent cant control u then turn bad~ My believe is even no ppl control me, i shd control myself~ i wont turn bad~ bcoz i'm have enuff mature n understand wat is most suit me~ n good to me~ those will not make me more gd i wont do~ 21st d~ no longer little girl which cannot tahan other ppl persua lo~

Now, Feb 2008. live happy, stay lovely, become pretty~~ ya, true i never fall in love, never hv admirer~ but still~ i happy wif wat i hv now~ with positive thinking~ i will success in my life~ no matter wat i am in future~ i strongly believe my family, my frenz will give me their support~ will believe in me~ will not betray me~ love u all.