Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Wat a waste~~

now~ 27th FEB 2.10pm~ i at UTAR FES computer lab~ fully utilized my RM4705 "donation" 2 pontianak~ juz go few frenz blog comment~ maybe some fren wonder y i missing since CNY~~
haiz~~ long story~ juz cut in short words~ my selfish ex0hsmate cut off my lousy network connection~ therefore i so long din appear in msn n my lovely baby~ haha~~~
with due date tomolo, assignment~ i not yet finish~ but coming bloggy~ really can scold me d~ i noe~ in excuse of need to search the material of assignment~ spending RM3.20 transport fee~ to this air-con lab~ cool~~~
let me juz simply describe my life in KL tiz few weeks~ ( coz assignment not yet finish~~)

wat a waste?
i brought a second-hand fridge which i have been waiting a year~~~ RM370~~~
izzit a waste?

wat a waste?
roomate moving out, no newcomer, need to stay alone, RM230 monthly rent fee.
izzit a waste?

wat a waste?
quarrel with frenz or juz keep silence?

wat a waste?
calm down even feel very angry after listening some RIDICULOUS excuses, choose to ignore it.
izzit a waste?

wat a waste?
waste time on angry someone which dun even care ur feeling? OR juz focus on study n person who really care me?

tiz time~ due to need to do assignment, n start feel cold~
i stop my blog till here~
do u all noe wat the life i live in KL d?
do u all believe i actually bulied by other?
do u all really care me n believe my personality?
i hope u all will. happy living~

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Lovely CNY 2008

leave pelangi sch so many yrs d, but still able meet each other once a yr is a fortunate~
yala~ we all noe is bcoz the ang pow la~~ haha~~~
1st day of CNY they already dinner in samuel hs (our big boss), but i din join la~ coz i prefer eat with my family~
2nd day they date again go movie CJ7, n i heard they already goin few frens hs "bai nian" d~
me juz bck from pontian then join them 4 movie~ got boss, lady boss, twei, wong, evol, rachel, arron, mon petit, yu n me~ 10 ppl wor~~~ tiz few fellow we always c la nth special~ but in leisure mall, we met our senior gang, erm they change quite a lot haha~~~ all become pretty n handsome lo~~
then go our "merah highland" start the "business" u noe~ haha~~~ playing blackjack all the nite~~~ n i so lucky hv a title "blackjack queen" hohoho~~~ but rachel, boss n yu not so lucky lo~ but i thk the most bad luck is yu lo~ juz a player also lose haha~~~ rachel n boss "sacrifice" their $$ to be banker, hehe~~ nvm la~ u all start earn $$ d~~~ play till 3am morning~ very chiok ley~~~
3rd day, i tot no more date, who noes our pretty girl may jean wan start her business ( not gambling la) she start "bai nian" collect ang pao~~ i'm her 1st passenger~ then we go mon petit hs, tiz is my 1st time visit her hs after renovation. n also after 4 yrs visit her mother~ hehe~ auntie dun rmb me liao lo~~ haha~~~ then wen she noe who i am she say "so many yrs d, u still so fat" erm~~ ya la~ her daughter dunno wats wrong slim down so much~~ me really no much dif lo~ haha~~
then 3 girl go twei hs~ the guys( marcus, malcolm, wong) already there n waiting our "special guest" jason<--- he already 1 yr din bck jb~~ really kena sabo badly~ haha~~~ then chating bck our forum~ y tiba tiba occur "lavander boss", then reload M-16, n many more nossense haha~~~
then go bck my hs~ add up boss, lady boss, nurse n cop~ haha~~~ quite suprise my mother rmb them all~ haha~~
then go yu hs~ muz mention, his sis de skin very very pure n perfact lo~ envy~~~
then go M & M hs~ hahaha~ bcoz v haven hv conclusion eat at where~~ haha~~~ big M drop us n go 5 his beloved lo~~ then we 13 ppl( +evol la, he miss a lot fun d, hehe~) go tmn molek eat a barbeque restoran~ (erm, lazy describe, for more information, plz log on to http://m0npetit.blogspot.com/ she will give u the full detail on food~ haha~~~)
after dinner, we decide go only 100m away from jusco terbau city jason hs~~ now we noe wats the actual length of 100m~ haha~~~ a lot joke occur but they will oni pelangi kaki will understand~ so i dun mention at here~~~
then go bck "merah highland" waiting boss~~~ then the business till 5am~~ wah~~ really crazy lo~~~ haha~~~~
Muz mention v got 4 car in tiz 1 day trip, juz as mon petit say seems like wedding fetch bride~~~ ya~ then i start thinking, if 1 of us get marry, will all the gang join togather? will we juz like today? 4 car follow? 2008~ all already 22~ but still young to get marry~ but too old to be single~ but tiz doesn't mean all the single muz be togather as couple~~ haha~ tiz yr sam n rachel bring their partner, next yr will it be more ppl join tiz? can we comfirm our next yr trip? can we say the 3rd day of CNY is pelangi day? will all frenz join?
a person tell me b4, frenz if get along then is frenz, if not then no lo~
my opinion is frenz if i care u & u care me then is frenz, if i care u, u dun care me then no lo~
wat is care? care wen i manage 5 u wen i need ur care. care wen u cant 5 me but still ask other how i am. care no matter good or bad happen, u will noe eventually bcoz we r frenz.

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Did i? shd i?

erm~ many thinking appear recently, but din wrote down so forget already~~
haha~~~ juz let me tell u wat my view~~~
in dec 2006, my colluegue tell me that girl who go KL study will change slightly or a lot~ ( do u understand wat change he meant? u noe la~~ hehe~~)
i ask y, but i forgot wat he said~ i still remember wat i thinking tat time~
i told myself, i dun thk i will change~ reason?? erm~ self confidence~~ in tat time~

jan 2007, i go kl, setapak UTAR, persue my degree~ Quatity surveying~
at tat time i dun even noe wat is tat course about, haha~~~ coz is not my 1st choice~ but believe in fate~ so i carry on~ wif my "close fren" haha~~ since form 1 noeing her till now, form 2 start sit beside me, do u think "close" enuff?? ya~ she really my gd fren, n my roomate lo~
the day wif our family~ take the red bus, lrt, taxi, reach the condo "melati utama", tat time is my 3rd time go kl~ so brave~ oni noe TBR n MU, wangsa n genting klang langsung tak denger b4~~
haha~~~
1st nite~ the lousy digi line hv no connection~ 2 little poor girl~ oni thing to do is chating over nite~ haiz~~~ so bored~ i din cry at all~ but i thk she cry at nite, cover with blanket~
wat on my mind tat time? i juz dun thk n keep try as fast to get along wif my new place, new begins... so, can say i'm brave girl n strong mind~ i think i doing quite good~
1st day in utar~ try to make new frenz~ try to get our timetable, juz new for us.
1st sem in utar~ 2 girl wif no entertaiment, oni things to do is chating overnite... analize our new fren character, our studies, our family~ i sharing every information i noe.

" something is not suitable to tell u" BOOM~~ haha~ i muz say tiz sentence i will remember quite a long time~ not bcoz i angry~ is bcoz this sentence let me noe that my character is not so trustable~ quite sad actually~
dear all frenz~ if u not believe me, then dun tell me ur secret~ most of the time i will tell to annother frenz~ is true~ i admit~ not bcoz me is sampat~ is bcoz i not pandai in keeping secret~ but if u added "tiz is secret" then i wont say~
i'm a silly girl~ is true~ i ez trust ppl which i consider is my gd frenz~ ez get hurt bcoz backstab by "frenz"~ ez let ppl noe wat in my mind~ quite stupid really~
1st sem~ my result is not gd~ 2.74~ i also dunno y? juz dun hv a special "ability" call "lucky", quite hurt~ i cant accept it, bcoz i really thk i can do it better~ haha~ is bcoz of something i too care, tats y my result will become tiz~
1st sem~ gain new frenship~ can i trust them? y not? juz be frenz~ haha~~ remember the wednesday gathering in green box~ eating in pizza hut~ happy valentine wif them~ haha~ i remember tat nite i tell ah kit "hope my next yr valentine is not wif u" haha~ hey~ i really not mean i can get a lover, is i mean he can get a lover, now he really did, also steal away my accompany~ walao ei~~ next time i dun wan say anything liao~ so "zhun" lo~ haha~~~
sunway trip~ wif tatoo gang~ i remember i terkejut by ah tao~ bcoz his stupid hand makes me carry rm500 to petaling street~ my buddha~ i really cried out lo~ ( for ur information, i never carry so much money b4, n worst go petaling street fomous in kes curi n ragut) n then later i heard my gang frenz all also kena terkejut by me~ scared me really cry lo~ haha~~~ sorry sorry~ tiz is me la~

2nd sem~ tough sem for me~ cry a lot~ but oso gain few frenz which i really can trust n reliable~
nobody believe me cry n get hurt by other~ but once u really noe me~ u will noe i'm not so tough n can hold my tears, i juz a girl~ a girl who need frenz support wen i was down~
2nd sem~ still go sing k wif crazy qs gang~ now my singing is consider ok lo~ haha~~~ love sing k~ u noe~ really like~
2nd sem~ wif the mindset fight for 3.0, my result really quite gd~ 3.12~~ u noe, i really really happy wif tiz b4 i noe 3 coursemate score 3.6 above~~ sien~~ r they really human?? y they can score so high? haiz~~~the time i noe my result~ the joy i tried to share wif all the person i care~ but in chinese idiom " a pot cold water" somebody juz simply "yaya, so, Mm, good lo~" then tat time i shd noe, not all ppl will share my joy as their joy too~ i shd noe~ not all ppl wan u share ur joy wif them~ i shd noe, not all ppl care u as u care them....

holiday, i shd said is annother learning chance 4 me~ wif ppl already success in their life, i learn a lot~ by the working environment i learn upgrade my eq is 1st criteria i muz hv to hv the chance of success~
holiday, i gain bck a frenship tat i abort 4 yrs d~ actually~ if u ask me y? y we quarrel tat time? y i wan tiz frenship bck? i can oni say is bcoz my childish, i dun treat mon petit as fren anymore that time. y i wan tiz frenship? bcoz i finally understand the taste being ignore by someone~
i dun wan i regret in life~ tat time i said, NO, bcoz i believe i wont regret, now i said YES, bcoz i believe i will regret~~ haha~~~

my 1st yr pass d~ do u thk i change? for sure will change la~ haha~~ my mind also change~ my thinking also difference~ do i become bad?? erm, i will said the same, no~ i'm not tat kind children where parent cant control u then turn bad~ My believe is even no ppl control me, i shd control myself~ i wont turn bad~ bcoz i'm have enuff mature n understand wat is most suit me~ n good to me~ those will not make me more gd i wont do~ 21st d~ no longer little girl which cannot tahan other ppl persua lo~

Now, Feb 2008. live happy, stay lovely, become pretty~~ ya, true i never fall in love, never hv admirer~ but still~ i happy wif wat i hv now~ with positive thinking~ i will success in my life~ no matter wat i am in future~ i strongly believe my family, my frenz will give me their support~ will believe in me~ will not betray me~ love u all.