grey zone

There is a place which neither black or white... or a single phrase can describe it... I was in tat zone b4.. wen I out from tat zone I told myself not to bck again... And I thought I able to keep it well... Now.. I noe I stepping in again... I wish this time will lead me a different path.. But at this moment. . I'm lost... The only answer... which is 'time will reveal the truth.. '