Wednesday, April 14, 2010

I'm Sorry...

yesterday afternoon, received the news... my grandma pass away...
My parents, uncle n aunt ask me don't back, because i have a test in coming Saturday...
want me concentrate on study n revise....

that's no single word can exactly express my feeling right now...

i know Ah ma won't blame for not visit her for this final time, but i really feel sorry for this.

it is very sudden for this happen.
what can i do? i can back but will also trouble others to fetch me n send me back...
just now, somebody scold me for still thinking whether back or not back...
i'm sorry for that, but i really angry for the statement.
is not i don't want, is so many consideration i need to take into account...
do you understand my feeling?
do you understand it is very hurt and guilty for me when all the people expect you to study hard for it when you have no confidence on yourself to score good mark in test?

i keep telling myself: you are 24 now, not 14, you should able to control you emotion yourself now... do the right things... be strong girl.

2 comments:

Unknown^^ said...

yup, be a strong girl~
that is part of life, it test ur mind. now is the best tome to test EQ also. Everything will be fine, dont worry, people who understand u would never blame u.

Be confidence for ur exam also!!!!confidence could make u win half of the battle^^

juzme said...

tq... i will do my best...