Sunday, September 21, 2008

My Very 1st time Bday celebration ^^

19th Sept 2008, the last semester exam paper -PP1, haiz~ the day b4 exam, i juz go study group until 3/4am forgot d, then sleep within 3 hrs, force myself wake up go for exam d~ u can guess my look sure very very old n not enough sleep...
then, 12noon, finish exam. As a traditional, QS gang have the semester break lunch/dinner togather, tiz time is in KFC... while reach there, i saw tiam poh holding a cake, hoho, by guessing is celebrate for the Sept Bday ppl, (oni one ppl in sept -calvin)
after eating, they said start Bday celebration, haha~ Sept n Oct together ( means chien yee, ah phut n me) quite shock, coz i tot oni 4 sept~ n a bit tired, not much feeling on it. as the 1st time really really all celebrate my bday, im really happy, n a bit blur~ juz feel they keep on kidding me... haiz~ really cant understand y they feel im the "Ho Ma" of the hongkong drama (Moonlight).
haha~ keep on take photo, play fool~~ tiz time got a video too~weileong show his talent again.. later show u all~
Really happy, but my photo not so pretty ley~ the face looks tired~ Cry~~
1st time i cut my own bday cake, but dunno is no skill or the cake problem, after i cut into pieces, really ugly~ haha~ then ask chien yee help lo~ haha~~~



Once again~ TQ everybody~ you guys make my life perfect~

weileong talent show~~ haha~~~

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Nice scene...


this is the scene view from my KL condo~~~
evening scene...
beautiful right? hahaha~~
night scene dunno at where d~ next time upload let u all envy la~
exam~~ concentrate..

Thursday, September 4, 2008

其中之一。。。

不知道为什么突然有这种感觉,
不甘心成为别人生命中的其中一个人,
其中一个朋友,
其中一个过客。。。

我喜欢独一无二,
与众不同,
不管是什么, 这样才会被人留下深刻的印象。。
虽然天生喜欢平凡,
但最近“独特”的概念让我越来越向往。

感觉自己一直在当烂好人,
越来越不喜欢这样的自己,
很不想承认那是自己的性格,
但就真的是啊。。。

摆脱不了。。。
烂好人, 你以为容易当啊?
不时还会亏本的!

据个例子,
烂好人帮同学印笔记,
在算钱时, 四舍五入,
结果意外亏了五十仙。。。
不但花自己的时间, 和体力(那一大堆笔记印本)

哈哈, 小事来的, 谁会介意哦!
我并不介意,叫我难以接受,只有一件事。。。
我没想过这样反而害了他们,
因为印了一大堆, 多数人根本不知道哪科跟哪科。。。
这时就有一点不高兴咯。。。

只是一个例子, 大家不要太介意。
烂好人的例子我有大把,
我也不介意做烂好人,
不介意被利用,
现实社会就是互相利用, 久了就习惯了。。。
叫我帮忙, 我都会帮, 自愿工作者。。。

可能是受讲师影响,
他告诉我们要专业一个领域, 不能包完所有的事,
要做疯狂的事, 这样人们就很容易记得你。。。

仔细想想, 我也不知道我能独特在哪一方面,
我不知道, 别人在形容我的时候, 是说什么?
“噢, 她人很好。。。” “还有呢?”
“嗯。。。”
连我都不知道了。。。

其中之一。。。
我不想做其中之一。。
# 如果不是在第一顺位,那我宁可不在其中。。。#

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Steamboat festa'08

hoho~ annother dinner gathering in my hs~ steamboat~ due to the cold weather~ n im too bored, so i put my msn personal msg "DIY steamboat ley" on monday~ then a few ppl, same wif me, too bored de~ suggest hving tiz festa on the 2nd day~
at 5pm~ they go jusco buy those things~
then i at my hs, preparing the Tom Yam soup~ special put serai n bawang n cili padi~ hoho~
but the serai too hard, n hui fen (roomate) talking to me, so din concentrate, then cut my finger, lucky is juz the top layer of skin... very shame to tell u all~ as a st john lans coparate, i already forgot wat shd i do~ i juz straight scream "arr... cham, izzit i need to put my finger under water pipe?" and pressing my finger to avoid the blood coming out~ hoho~
then hui fen go take a clean tissue for me, i ask her give me a plaster too~ then straight i wrap it dry, then plaster it, continue my cutting work~
lucky no blood~ hoho~ so careless de~~~
then about 6.45pm, they coming d~ ah tao, amy, tiam poh, sit min n keaven~ in front my hs~ wif handful of foods~ hoho~
then i juz give them knife n those, they start the work of preparation lo~
me ar~ bz wif open door, give plate, give mangkuk~ those lo~ hoho~
then calvin n boon chen reach my hs, haha~ pity tiz two, juz straight kena i halau balik~~~ no la, to take knife~~~ bkiat oso received my phone "bring knife, bring knife" i wonder if passed by heard it, dunno how they think~ haha~~~
those guys juz cant wait d~ keep make noise~ aiyAh~ then after all~ we sit down n start the task put all foods into the pot~ we prepare 2 pot, 1 is tom yam~ 1 is chicken de~ haha~ i oni do tom yam soup early~ then the chicken de~ is depending on maggi cube~ haha~ putting 2 cubes in, still no taste~ sum said put 1 more, but rejected by me, "not healthy" all ppl start scolding "all tiz which 1 is healthy food wor?" haha~ right also~ hot dog, fish ball, tom yam~ haha~~
Nine ppl start nonsense while waiting the food done~
obviously, all ppl prefer tom yam pot~ hoho~ but the chicken 1, faster boil~ while all taking that 1, me start curi makan at tom yam pot d~ hoho~~
Tom Yam~~ hohoho~

dunno do how many time the same sequence (take, grab, put, close) d~ we start feel full d~ haha~ they said im eating less, actually is pretending oni~ wan give them illusion that im eating lesser, try to keep fit d~ to gain better market value la~ haha~
then start cleaning up~ so nice they so helpful will help me clean up~ gd~ then can consider do 1 more time at my hs lo~ hoho~
at 10pm~ seems all is full n tired d~ after cleaning, i let all ppl go bck lo~~ hoho~ every1 get a little gift, tat is the left vegetables n fillet~ haha~
happy ending~~~~
after they go bck~ i mop again the floor then cleaning up the rest, then wash clothes, shower~
wen i take out my plaster, my skin which keep touching water become white d~ then maybe too stress the finger, the blood coming out tiz time... sien~~ not scared as 1st time la~ juz leave it~ as it is not deep cut~ hoho~ now, without plaster, i still use my finger type tiz blog~ haha~~~
so consider ok lo~ gdgd~~ small wound oni~ not to worry~

Friday, August 22, 2008

My Cook~

tiz all done by me~ in kl i always cook de~ dare to eat mah? quite nice de~ haha~









tiz is June in jb~ specially cook for parents n bro~ taste good~ really~ hohoho~

Friday, August 15, 2008

丁当-猜不透

蛮喜欢这首歌, 曲好听,歌词也不错。。。

看了mv,如果明知道他不会赴约, 又何必折磨自己, 做一桌的菜?
希望和现实本来就是两回事。。。

越是在乎的人, 越是猜不透。。。

也许是男女想法的差异。。。 (从朋友那里偷的。。。 嘿嘿。。。)

當男生要的,只是一個想保護她的感覺時
女生會去做的,就是一種去照顧他的感覺

當男生要給她美好的未來而打拼時
女生要的,就是你給她多一點的安全感

當男生覺得,她不切實際時
女生要的,可能只是一句承諾

當男生有點承受不住,她所給的東西時
女生覺得,她是給你一點回饋

當男生覺得,她很煩時
女生要的,只是要你多注意她

當男生覺得,她多情時
女生只是想,不讓你心存懷疑

當男生覺得,她老是一直打電話,告訴你她的現況時
女生只是不想讓你擔心

當男生覺得,她總是喜歡呼朋喚友時
女生只是想,要把你的好,告訴她的朋友,她過的很好

女生的心
常常因為你的小體貼而感動,
如果你一直對我好,我可能就會喜歡你.
女生的感情很豐富,
喜歡你的我,會毫不保留的付出,
天真的認為有天你就會懂.
女生的心很容易受傷,
所以我不輕易說出口,假如期望落空了.
傷心難過很不好受.
女生的心很倔強,
總希望你先說,如果你也猶豫不決,
或許我們就這樣錯過,
再來後悔為何當初不說.

男生的心
男生的心很脆弱,
常常因為妳的小動作而心碎,
如果妳一直若即若離, 我怎麼敢喜歡妳.
男生的心思很細密,
喜歡妳的我, 會不計一切的付出,
單純的以為妳會懂得珍惜.
男生的愛很不容易說出口,
因為一旦說出口, 或許再也沒有或許了,
彼此悲傷見面真的很不好受.
男生的心很懦弱,
總怕傷心而緊閉雙唇,
或許一打開雙唇盡吐心語後,
就會後悔當初為何不乖乖沉靜在那片刻的幸福

Saturday, August 9, 2008

fireworks of full dress rehearsal of beijing olympics



北京奥运, 烟火彩排。。。 彩排而已哦!!! 真的是。。。 太壮观了, 太华丽。。。
钱来的。。。 汗。。。

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Assignment~~~

can c the 4 person shadow on the glass?? ^^

Advanced Construction Technology Assignment is to design the roofing system n cladding system, i was so so lucky to join tiz group~ our group member are: Smudge, Boonchen, Calvin, wen chee n myself~~
all ppl noe that calvin is expert in autocadd, for sure we throw all the drawing to him~ haha~ i told him, due to effectiveness n efficiency~ so he got no choice lo~ then we not worry on the drawing lo~~ haha~ poor boon chen n smudge injured juz b4 we wan go to case study at ikano~ lucky now consider ok d~ wenchee is the one always get bully by the 3 guys la~ always ask her treat them pizza~ after assignment upgrade d~ wan go fish market liao lo~ really really bad~~~ haha~~~ but if can i wan also ley~ i never eat there b4 wor~ hehe
tiz is the 2nd assignment i got chance go out, go to the place i din went b4~
haha~ last time BSE2, go to seremban take photo, tiz time manage go ikano n KL Sentral~
Juz the day we wan go ikano, then bchen accident, so cant go lo~ as bkiat injured the day b4 going also~ but we at the end still manage to go~ haha~ coz i never been there mah~ so i force the 2 still consider healhty de guys go~ haha

we go there to study the Cineplex, wan c wheres the column those things lo~
keep walking n photographing~ haha~~~ then go in ikea~ as calvin so so wish to "旧地重游", ceh... Smudge din eat whole day, he so struggle to find a cheap n nice food at there, in the end, until 6pm juz got chance eat the ikea cafeteria meatball~ but i cant eat meat, so i choose salmon which is more expensive, haiz~ the taste is like tuna in a big piece lo~ haha~~~ but is very full lo, bcoz it got 2 potato wif the big piece tuna~ haha~~~

then we manage to get in the shuttle bus at 6.30pm, which dunno wat reason so many ppl in the bus, not even a place for stand lo~ i muz hold tight in case not pushing other wen turning corner~ haiz~~~

tiz is the timetable of the shuttle bus~ if wan save the taxi fee~ u shd rmb it~ ^^

then do those hard work lo~ search info, search picture, search company~ haiz~~ pity la~ then do discussion~ then bully wen chee (not me, of coz ^^)~~ then go yam cha at midnite~ wat a relax life~~

we go KL sentral, wen we make the decision on the roof n cladding d~~ so we go c the actual structure looks like wat~~ haha~~~ the "diabetes patient", suffer in his pain n still insist go wif us, so touching~~ i hope u get well faster then we r not so worry lo~~ haha~~~
when u be there, do u even notice the structure of the building?

Tiz assignment is the most i worry, lucky the group is very cooperate~ haha~ n able to hv fun wen we in struggles~ haha~~~ so much joke n nossense, n card gaming~~ but go thru those things, we manage to get different idea, opinion n nossense~~ haha~~~
lucky boon chen hand no injury~ he sketch by pencil, the building shd be like wat~ he very talent in sketch~ 5ppl, 2 already expert in drw, then 3 of us, without Art in blood cells~ nth can help lo~ lucky i still consider gd in writing~ so the letter i did myself~ with a lot BOMB wording~ haha~~ happy wif it~ then the day b4 due, which i thk i can do the report by my own~ but dunno y start blur n blank~ so i force smudge n wen chee help me doing the report~ tat day i dunno y so siao ei~ keep laugh~ until no sound~ wen we really done all things already 3am morning lo~ then the boss suddenly got mood wor~ wan treat us drink~ haha~ of coz we go yam cha la~ although we cant open the eyes d~~ haha~~~ at the due date, in lecture, the lecturer scolding the class, bring a lot trouble to him~ haiz~~~ i very worry on the assignment lo~ im so blur~ very scare doing serious mistake~ haiz~

But, i still hope this assignment can score, since we put so much effort in tiz, i wan to apologize bcoz wen i doing tiz assignment i dunno y im keep blur, sometime i so clear wif wat i need to do, but sometime i juz blur n so stupid~~ Sorry~~ ok, i promise, if 1 of ur guys c tiz blog, u can come asking me for a treat, i thk i treat Mcd or old town la~~ (i believe u guys wont c tiz blog) others plz dun tell them~ hehe~~) contract valid: 1 month oni~~ hehe~~~
okay~ updated next time, my uni life~~ ^^

Saturday, July 26, 2008

雾水姻缘。。。

可怜啊。。。 我的手机吊饰才买不到一个月啊。。。 就这样掉了。。。 伤心, 只能说没缘份啦, 还能怎样?
那链是自己买的, 自己选喜欢的饰品挂上去的, RM13哦, 我选的是K跟可爱的钥匙, 因为觉得21岁了, 买把钥匙给自己, 哈哈。。。 但是, 掉了, 难过。 现在经过那条路还是会走慢一点, 会低头找一找。。。 怎么可能找到嘛,唉! 当然你们会叫我再买条一样的, 可是那还是另一条啊, 就不是我原本的啊。 是不是想说我死心眼? 对我就是那么固执, 如果我认为那是我的原则, 那是我的底线,就没有人有办法说服我了。 死脑筋。。。

我遗失的宝贝。
我也想过啊, 这样会不会太容易被人打啊?或则被误会, 但是我改不到啊, 起码现在还不行, 怎么办呢? 我真的改很多了, 因为我的好朋友都知道, 我脾气很冲, 如果不爽, 就会直接开骂, 现在很少了, 除非我很累, 然后对方又一直挑衅, 就会爆炸咯。。。
最近小考跟assignment, 快一个月没回家了, 妈妈开始念了, 可是没办法, 我真的不能回, 回家只顾看戏, 讲话, 哪会做功课呢? 而且这个学期, 真的没读书, 我承认, 哈哈。。。 没办法啊, 我的藉口就是累, 然后就把死狗搬出来讲咯,哈哈。。。 想它, 还是想它, 看到朋友小狗跟旺旺长很像, 就会难过, 没办法啊, 死脑筋啊。。。
朋友说我讲话喜欢兜圈, 哈哈。。 对啊, 我就是这样不直接, 这是多年社交经验养成的, 为什么? 因为怕得罪人, 怕人误会,怕伤人啊。。。 是这样的啦, 当你被人误会惯了, 就会跟我一样把自己的用词捉很紧, 明明是类似的意思,但就是会重复很多遍,以我的字眼。。。 当你的用词伤过太多人,你就会开始用婉转的词汇了。
今天, 又有触到我的地雷的事了,我怎样解决?除了向好朋友念个不停, 发泄后, 我就算了, 不然能怎样?
跟对方理论吗? 我不想了, 理论是没结果的, 我常说人都认为自己是对的, 谁会觉得他有错呢? 我也常说不要为自己找太多理由, 别人自会觉得你再找借口。。。 说,是说给自己听的, 因为提醒自己别更其他人一样犯错, 因为不想跟别人一样。 我。。 怀疑自己做到了吗?
看开, 是为了对自己好,是为了让自己开心点, 是为了让自己好过一点。 如果我不再执著我的固执, 我就更轻松了, 我。。 做得到吗? 妈妈长江我学学我的好姐妹, 没错, 他真的什么都不计较, 好的,坏的, 他都觉得过了就算了, 他常说我“佳慧,做么你要管酱多?“ "ignorance is a bliss" 当我最不开心的时候, 他这么提醒我。 好久没跟他联络了,一直碰不上。。。 不过我不怕友谊变质, 因为没可能变了, 我和他, 就是那么的要好, 忙归忙, 我相信彼此都关心着对方, 那就够了。
昨晚, 有个朋友说我的心善良, 就像水晶球一样。哈哈, 不敢当, 我只是不想管了, 就随便吧, 不计较。 觉得自己有双重性格, 有时大方,有时小气。 我的藉口嘛。。。 就是别触碰我的底线,万事好商量。。。
最近,很糊涂, 别问我为什么,我也不知道,我只能用藉口告诉你:“人生难得糊涂。。。“

Friday, July 11, 2008

Inner Peace



something happen, something i wont forget in rest of my life. something i dun wish to say anymore.
im so full, by eating death cat, all the while~ nvm, is not 1st time, im mature girl, wont do childish things already. u give, i swallow. thats all.
if u r my frenz, if u r believe me, plz continue trust me, i really losing confidence.

"everything is gonna be all right" my frenz courage me wif tiz song.
im really ok, it juz a side effect, after all.

Monday, July 7, 2008

For my doggy...

看了“导盲犬小Q" 跟“心动奇迹“, 我是故意看的, 因为我会想起你。 人总是失去后才会珍惜, 我后悔没好好照顾你, 我一直在想, 如果我没找借口, 如果我没偷懒, 勤劳的帮你冲凉, 多陪你一会儿, 你可能还在我身边打转。
一直以为你可以陪我到毕业, 乖乖的等我, 不是说好要健健康康的吗?骗人的, 死狗! 真是笨到死, 叫你等我, 你尽然等却不等完, 只让我见你最后一目, 却不让我陪你。 怎么这么笨啊!!!
现在的我,不喜欢在后面房跟厨房, 更不会走到后门, 都是你害的! 我快疯了, 竟然会幻听到你的铁链声, 哈哈。。。
虽然说, 这就是人生; 虽然说, 我还有乐乐; 虽然说, 你走的很安详。
但是, 你是我的宝贝, 我们之间的回忆, 是乐乐不能代替你的,是不会被遗忘的, 是不可能重来的。
我想你, 也许没陪你走最后一程, 是我的遗憾, 也可能是愧疚, 因为我害怕你会走得更早, 我是故意迟回的。
我好无聊哦, 你都不是人, 又笨, 写部落格你都不懂。。。 我为什么还写? 为一想到的借口, 就是我想让大家知道我曾经有只笨狗, 它叫- 旺旺。

Monday, June 30, 2008

我和狗狗的10个约定

电影:我和狗狗的10个约定。。。 最感同身受的就是最后一个约定。。。

1、在你带我回家之前,请记住我的寿命有10~15年,你的遗弃,会是我最大的痛苦。
2、请给我一点时间,让我了解你对我的要求是什么。
3、信赖我对我很重要。
4、别对我生气太久,也别把我关起来当惩罚,你有你的工作,你有你的朋友,但我只有你。
5、请偶尔对我说说话,纵使我听不懂你说的内容,但我听得懂,那时你的声音在陪伴我。
6、你要知道无论你如何对待我,我将永远不会忘记。
7、当你打我时请记住,我其实拥有可以咬碎你手骨的尖锐牙齿,只是我选择不咬。
8、当你责骂我的不合作、固执或者懒惰之前,请你想想是否有什么正困扰着我,或许我没有获得我应该有的食物,我已经很久没有在温暖的阳光下奔跑,抑或我的心脏已经太弱或太老。
9、在我年老时,请你好好照顾我,因为你也会变老。
10、当我要走过最辛苦的历程时,千万别对我说,“我不忍看他”或“等我不在场再发生”,只要有你和我在一起,所有的事情都变得简单易接受,请你永远不要忘记---我爱你!!



Monday, June 23, 2008

Eye on Malaysia--June 15















yoyo~~ finally i can online in kl d~ so so so~~~ happy~ haha~
tell u all~ i manage go tmn tasik titiwangsa on june 15, bcoz my hsmate cute gf coming~ n then 4 of us after dinner going there by motor~~ wah~ is my 3rd or 4th times by motor lo~ but not scared d~ juz really cant let my hand away from the hand holder at bck~ kena marah sia~~ haha~ my hsmate complaint will be laugh by others lo~ but so sorry~ cant let go la!!
then we juz cant let go the chance go up the top of the kl~ to view the full scene~ so~ we spend rm15 go up~~ haha~~

haha~~ never thought i will spend the money for the 15++ min, about 5-6 round~ haha......
very very happy~ it used to be 1 of my wishes~

then on the 26th june~ the day of ptptn released~ i was in pasar malam wif hsmate, smudge told me this news~ then i tell me hsmate, i wan go ask the price for my new hp~ which i plan to buy since i was in form 6~ few yrs passed, finally i brought k800i wif 1gb memory card in rm650~ woah!! i so excited~ haha~~~ finally success buy~ hurray!!!
my june pass very happy n memorable~ haha~~~ will updated soon~ c ya!!

Saturday, June 7, 2008

My Short break in May~

hohoho~~ my long lost fren always demand me update my blog~~ very fierce lo!! she said she really wan scold #$%@ haha~~~
lets go bckward, i tell u my short break 3 weeks i doing wat ba!!

my semester exam end on 2 maY~ n very lucky i start work in besta again on 3rd may~ haha~~ so much pressure tiz time~ coz got 12 part timer in the same time~ u noe how scared i am? i scared if i not perform well then die liao lo~ haha~ (very lose face) haha~

they all r 1988 fellows~ except karen & ghia yee~~ but i kena bully by them~ haiz~ (no la~ kidding oni) they really help besta upgrade the product a lot~ i really suprise by their works lo~ haha~
too bad i cant show u all my works~ haha~ or u all go buy besta la~ then can c my work~ also support nicholas la!!

on my very last day~ i asking them take a photo with me~ but all not very interest in ley~ so sad~~~ then tiz the result lo~ u c especially the guys~ macam~ really dislike take photo sia~~~



happy time with them~ hope they successfully get the course they want~~~

then~ i have sometime with those pelangian~ they organize the celebration for MAY n JUNE bday babies~ u noe wat~~ tiz time i get the photo very fastly ley!!! haha~ coz ah wong send it fast lo~
















Actually is quite a num of photo la~ but other photo all show my weakness very clearly, so i refuse to post up~ haha~~~ tiz the best photo lo~~

Special note: on tiz three weeks, i cant meet my dearest fren, RACHEL. she busy with her duty to take care more patient~ haha~ n i wan mention, she miss her bday celebration too~ hahaha~~~

my holiday is happy~ got ppl ask me, y juz 3 weeks i wan work ley? is bcoz i wan earn $$, i wan earn experience in life, and i get some bonus.... i earn the new frenships...... haha~~~

the biggest event in MAY for juzme life will be my doggy "wangwang" passed away..... haiz~
no need to ask, i was very sad tat time, n i noe i wont forget my baby doggy~ BUT as i said, life goes on~ so nth to said~ haha~~~

thats all 4 today~ gd nitez~

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Gone~~

ya~~ a stupid girl spend rm48, skip 2 days class, travel from kl to jb, to take care the few days refused eating de damn dog..... then~ on the day she bck~ the dog died.
She make a promise with the dog " muz wait her bck, muz get well b4 she bck"
wat can she said? oni can say the idiot dog dunno wat is a promise.
haiz~~~ the dog juz pass its 11 yrs old bday~ (if she not wrong)
she manage to c it b4 bury.....
she noe the dog is peaceful and without pain while its pass away.... then tats is enuff......
Life goes on....
doggy, thx for accompany me 11 yrs.